Ive been thinking about David golshan a lot recently and I dont know why either. I wonder right now does he think about me. I saved all the emails we shared ever since last year. I cant forget him. His face is so vividly in my mind. I wonder if he still has my number I wish he would pick up the phone and call me this very minute. God please don't tell me that this is happening to me again. Even though I may feel its wrong to feel this way about him I feel that my destiny is intertwined with David in some way which has not appeared before my eyes or has unraveled towards me. Most importantly I feel and believe in my heart that what I feel about him is genuine and humane. I dont love him for who he is but for what person he is already predetermined to be in this short span of seconds we call life. I love him because he is gods creation. He is a living man bound towards God regulations and Justice as well as I and the entire world I call earth. Oh love of the universe, tonight I try to fall asleep while separating your image from my mind. If I only achieved such task put forth there is no extent beyond my forbidden passion reaches toward you. You are a man and I am the woman. The sun rises in the west coast and warms my thought of you breathing the same air I breathe. How can I describe how I feel about you. Where can I find someone comparable to you. I send my heartbeat to you in a pure box no matter where you are I hope it reaches you. And when you have opened my pure box you will discover the breadth of my enigma. Is it possible for a canary to flap its wings and flyaway to your window. Tonight I send you my message of love. You are a man and I am a woman.
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