Daily

It has been months since I have the self realization of what I feel for you.  I know you know what I feel in my mind and heart contrary to the physical distance, but my heart tells me to love you.  On the other hand my head tells me it is not true.  You have not seeked me, and therefore I have every right to understand on how you are not a part of my marital future.  My happiness relies solely on leading an adequate life with the man who is bound towards my path.  If however, we do not run into each other's life path, I know it has been rearranged by God.  The love I have for you is not something I can force on you or neither can I suppress my love I contain in my heart from you.  Neither of the two forces is beyond my total control. I love you.  We can both look back at this point in our lives, years down the road and say we waited for each other as long as our strengths could forbode and in the end, the verdict is that we cannot accomplish what is not a part of God's divine plan for us, to have a life together as a spouse.

I love you, and I always have since I first laid eyes on you.

Terry

David

These past few weeks, I am starting to feel a strong increase about thoughts of david golshan, and I dont know why either.  It is just this feeling I get just out of the blue that I feel I am still in love with david still and that something could happen in the future with me and him.  I know that it will never be with him, because he has decided to stop talking to me in the first place.  I dont know why I would think that i would ever have a chance with someone like him in my lifetime.  But still everyday I feel like something is in the works with me and this man I have never met in real life.  I will wait to see what will happen with me and him.  I have spoken to my psychic about me and him and I am in shock at what they have told me about him.  I just cant believe it, not until it happens between me and him. It is something beyond me.  Why do I feel I love you even more, even though I know you don't want to pursue anything with me?  Any person would want to just move on in this situation, but why do I feel like I am now in this waiting period?  Am I waiting for you to come into my life?  Can this really be?  If this did ever come true, which would be beyond my wildest imagination, I would be so happy beyond words can describe.