It has been months since I have the self realization of what I feel for you. I know you know what I feel in my mind and heart contrary to the physical distance, but my heart tells me to love you. On the other hand my head tells me it is not true. You have not seeked me, and therefore I have every right to understand on how you are not a part of my marital future. My happiness relies solely on leading an adequate life with the man who is bound towards my path. If however, we do not run into each other's life path, I know it has been rearranged by God. The love I have for you is not something I can force on you or neither can I suppress my love I contain in my heart from you. Neither of the two forces is beyond my total control. I love you. We can both look back at this point in our lives, years down the road and say we waited for each other as long as our strengths could forbode and in the end, the verdict is that we cannot accomplish what is not a part of God's divine plan for us, to have a life together as a spouse.
I love you, and I always have since I first laid eyes on you.
Terry
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